That’s funny how people say things and act a different way. You used to tell me how she got me because you wanted her to, how better then her you were, that you would have had never done the mistakes she has made.

But what’s the truth? The truth hurts isn’t it? Nah it doesn’t hurt you (at least not yet) because you are unable to open you eyes and bear the weight that the truth puts on our shoulders. Some people say that it’s sometimes better not to know the truth (or not to be willing to see it), but I’m not like that. I want to know the truth; I want to see it so I have even the slightest chance to change it. You are so the opposite of me on that, and on so many other things actually. We’ve tried to show you the truth, to lighten your bad behaviour towards us, but you kept ignoring it and throwing it back at us.A few days ago, you did it again; you threw all your lack of feelings back at me. But this time one thing has changed. I’ve decided that I wasn’t the only one who has to handle the consequences of your actions anymore. I’m going to be selfish for once, and stop thinking about you and if my behaviour may hurt or disappoint you.

I know I’ll never be good enough in your eyes, and I’m tired of competing with your exaggerated expectations. Your expectations… Aren’t we supposed to expect from others what we could actually expect from ourselves? Again, that’s not something that is part of your philosophy Dad…